I'll miss all of you guys, the fight, the laughter, well, almost anything.
Well, anyways, this one's not a real post, just did this out of boredom, and its still in the morning, GMT+8
Haha... uhz...
There's alot of thing in my mind right now you know?
But surprisingly, none of few of them are about me being kicked out or how to find a new school, but these thoughts do adds up, because of these, I'm afraid I wont be seeing my friends forever, I'm afraid of being sent back to Indonesia.
I don't know how am I supposed to feel right now, you know?
I feel like eating non stop, feel like my heart is squeezed till all the stuff inside the heart flows out. Punch the freaking wall till my hands bleed...
But the reason is not because of the school thing, its because of him, her, them, my best of the best friends, I'm afraid not to be able to meet them again, why?
Because I love them, not even my class mates treats me as good as them, all they think about is their own work and themselves...
Well, even these guys are going to sec 3 next year, i just hope their attitude does not change, wish them the best of luck yeah?
Cheers to all~
[PS: I won't be uploading any pics from my phone as I can't find my usb cable and my memory stick~]
Well, anyways, this one's not a real post, just did this out of boredom, and its still in the morning, GMT+8
Haha... uhz...
There's alot of thing in my mind right now you know?
But surprisingly, none of few of them are about me being kicked out or how to find a new school, but these thoughts do adds up, because of these, I'm afraid I wont be seeing my friends forever, I'm afraid of being sent back to Indonesia.
I don't know how am I supposed to feel right now, you know?
I feel like eating non stop, feel like my heart is squeezed till all the stuff inside the heart flows out. Punch the freaking wall till my hands bleed...
But the reason is not because of the school thing, its because of him, her, them, my best of the best friends, I'm afraid not to be able to meet them again, why?
Because I love them, not even my class mates treats me as good as them, all they think about is their own work and themselves...
Well, even these guys are going to sec 3 next year, i just hope their attitude does not change, wish them the best of luck yeah?
Cheers to all~
[PS: I won't be uploading any pics from my phone as I can't find my usb cable and my memory stick~]
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