Da da da da da
La la la la la~~
Uhh yeah dudes' and dudetes~~
Exams are over ~~~ wheepee. and yet i still Can't find the life i want to~ Can't find the dream i wanted to dream about~
Have you even wondered why are we alive? Why do we live? What are we living for? What is our purpose, are we living for someone? Is our life just a promise we made to someone dearest to us? Do we live because we are told to do so?
In my head, mankind are born, to die in the end. Why bother living if you know that you would wound up dead sooner or later? We don't even know where do we go after death. Do we still continue living on earth roaming infinitely, just like in the Chinese books and sayings? Do we go to hell and get reincarnated after doing years of labor in hell, reincarnated as Pigs or Dogs? Or are we sent to heaven because we died a honorable death by doing good deeds or sent to hell eternally because of our past mistakes?
Me, I live because i think I'm forced to live, forced by promise whom I dear the most. Yet even saying these, i want to break the promise, but I'm afraid to. I shall continue living that promise until destiny has it. May it be tomorrow, next week or even today.
Yet without that promise, I shall find my light, my path, my destiny to live.
I need to find that Shinning Light of Hope. (bleah sorry use ur e-mail add~).
La la la la la~~
Uhh yeah dudes' and dudetes~~
Exams are over ~~~ wheepee. and yet i still Can't find the life i want to~ Can't find the dream i wanted to dream about~
Have you even wondered why are we alive? Why do we live? What are we living for? What is our purpose, are we living for someone? Is our life just a promise we made to someone dearest to us? Do we live because we are told to do so?
In my head, mankind are born, to die in the end. Why bother living if you know that you would wound up dead sooner or later? We don't even know where do we go after death. Do we still continue living on earth roaming infinitely, just like in the Chinese books and sayings? Do we go to hell and get reincarnated after doing years of labor in hell, reincarnated as Pigs or Dogs? Or are we sent to heaven because we died a honorable death by doing good deeds or sent to hell eternally because of our past mistakes?
Me, I live because i think I'm forced to live, forced by promise whom I dear the most. Yet even saying these, i want to break the promise, but I'm afraid to. I shall continue living that promise until destiny has it. May it be tomorrow, next week or even today.
Yet without that promise, I shall find my light, my path, my destiny to live.
I need to find that Shinning Light of Hope. (bleah sorry use ur e-mail add~).
That was loooooooooooooooooooooong~
originated by me of course~
On a side note~, FINISHED MY EOY
WHOOO WHEEE~~ WHEEPIEE~~
Ok went a little crazy for a moment~ la la la
Ok Good luck Guys, Gals~~
I still love you, yet, not allowed to, I don't want to loose the friendship between me and him just because I love you~
Cheers~~
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